you say i deserve better.
yet no one else's love is better than your love
it's your love that i desire
not the love of of someone other than you.

yet i do deserve better...
...better than what i have now
i am without you...
without love...
without happiness...
i am nothing...
...nothing but a lost soul
wandering the plains of some unforeseen land
searching...
helplessly searching for the woman who won my heart
and is now long lost from my heart.

as i wander the plains
i gaze at the stars.
all is calm, quiet, peaceful
and at the blink of an eye;
looking at the sky,
i see a mural of that special woman so dear to me
the most beautiful sight that there could ever be

memories flow through my mind like the raging rapids
tears flood my eyes like april showers
falling to the earth, gathering into huge reservoirs.
as my eyes fill with sorrow so deep
i cannot help but to blink

i open my eyes
and to my surprise
the mural of such beauty ceases to exist.
as i scroll through start to look for my love
i pray to *god* in heaven and above
"return me to my one and only love."

i cast my wish into midnight sky
in hope for an answer to be near by.
searching, begging, pleading for just one sign...
...nothing to be found, not nary a dime.

with my last hopes and dreams abashed
over the edge i go... no remorse shall pass